I'M SAD :((((

Read my words, everything upsets me now.

1. My 30 bucks haven't arrived, and it has been since saturday till now,
I don't even know if it's coming. It's really upsetting, I REALLY haven't recieve it at all.

2. I'm completely depressed by the fact that I can't get into business courses as planned earlier on, there's this stupid calculation of grades method which I just found out last night, to think what an idiot I am, I had one whole year to figure this out yet now :( I'm soooo sad.
Afterwhich, I was told that we have to apply through DAE which is rumored to be the system whereby all JAE students get their choices then the remaining places lay on us (DAE ppl).
All I want is to get into retail management and I'll be the happiest person in the world ever but it takes a great miracle to make this come true.
yah, as true as what many have said- find another route.
if you could personally feel the way I am now, you wouldn't say that.
you just wish to cry and cry and cry out loud, though I know it doesn't help,
that's why all the more I'm feeling much misery.
AND nobody will ever understand my feelings, my mum suggests accountancy, oh please,
not to mention accountancy, even retail management might not accept me.

this is the feeling which I hate most- feeling helpless.


7:10 PM