Saturday, March 03, 2007
I can't sleep though I'm due to wake up in like another 4 hours? which is 7.30am.
Actually these days I've been thinking alot, though yes all those shoppings
and spending time with my family and friends finally got those horrible thoughts off my mind. Now I'm back to worrying, though I may feel happy at times, but when it's back to worrying, I get so empty.
Not sure if you do have such feelings, but I just feel so worried.
Worrying about my course, my life, my future and all.
If I get into one of my choices, which choice would that be? or will I end up nowhere? if I get into the course that I dislike, what's my future going to be like? and if I stick to a course that's horrible, what am I going to do?
all these questions just leave me clueless on where and how am I going to face if problems arise. Few days ago, I was still worrying about something else and now it's another thing again. When can I put an end to all these? Hopefully everything will turn out right soon because I still have a long road ahead.
I just want to let out my feelings, so to those reading my blog, please do not worry too much about me, I'm really fine, with you guys by my side, I'll be strong and I know it (:
3:33 AM