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Saturday, June 09, 2007

I can't help but to feel so sad over what's going on these days, if there was school, at least I won't have the time to think so much. In the first place why should I care?

If I were to choose between luck and happiness, I would be most willing to give up all my luck, at least I won't feel so sad anymore.
The people whom I call my family and friends, why must they be the ones to hurt me? Truely, I really don't know what to do, can somebody please tell me.
I hate growing up, I have to learn to control my emotions, I can't cry when I'm sad, I can't laugh when I'm happy, nobody will care if how much it hurts! perhaps life's this way.

Suddenly I thought of what wanqi said previously, I'm not having suicidal thoughts but I'm feeling the same way as she felt previously.



5:10 PM